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愛, 需要勇氣

失去,有時候也是一種領悟;心痛,也許是為了讓我們更真切記住當初曾如何相愛
February 11

Enchanted

Watched Enchanted on the 2nd day of Chinese New Year.  The movie's so funny! The song that play at the waltz scene's great and bittersweet! How many would love to have a waltz dance with their true love? How many would love to experience the fairy tale?
 
So Close - Jon McLaughlin
 
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
January 01

So close yet so far

This term "so close yet so far" seems very abstract until you really have experienced it! I have profoundly feel it recently. when you stand next to somebody, you just don't know what to talk about. The conversation between are all those trivial things. You can feel he built high walls around and his heart is blocked. You have no idea what he's thinking and how he feels! You only feel that he's so far away from you and that's a bloody bad feeling! It really makes you feel blue and depress but nothing can be done.
August 29

摁住門鈴不鬆手

男人和女人又吵了一架,那時他們正商量結婚。男人摔門出來,女人扔出一句話:是個男人就別再敲這扇門!

一個白天,在心煩意亂中過去。最終,男人還是踟躕地走到門邊,摁響了門鈴。可是門沒有開,男人知道女人就在屋裡。男人摁了第二次,門依舊緊閉。男人第三次摁響了門鈴。在摁門的同時,男人感到憤怒且委屈,本來男人主動回來就是已是原諒了她,可是卻得不到她的回應。男人羞憤交加,於是決定,這第三次如果門還是不開,他將永遠離開這扇門。第三次,門依然沒開,男人傷心地離去。


多年以後的相見,他們已各自結婚。看淡了世事,可是,舊情還沒有在心裡變成死灰。想起當年的光景,彼此都有疑惑。男人問:我摁了三次門鈴,你為什麼就是不開門?女人說,聽到第一次門鈴,她還在生氣;聽到第二次門鈴,她心軟了,準備原諒他;聽到第三次門鈴,她從沙發起身走到門邊,等待著第四次門鈴。她想,他如果第四聲摁響門鈴,她將徹底原諒他。可是,已沒有了第四次,女人站在門邊,等待了一夜,淚也流了一夜。

如果有第四次....可是生活已不容假設。第四次的門鈴,在當時的男人看來,是多餘的一次,在女人看來,又是必不可少的一次。

愛情中的一次小小過失,就有可能瓦解婚姻。
若想把愛情演變成婚姻,就得摁住門鈴不鬆手。

 感情是自私的,有時隨便的一句話會讓對方的心留下永遠的芥蒂所以別隨便開類似故事裡的玩笑否則雙方都拉不下臉。 

 
are you the man in the story?
am I the woman in the story?
August 20

當我們的愛只剩一百步

I've read a very touching article today and wanna share it with my friends:
 
 
我和你背對背開始往前走,我們說好當走到第一百步的時候,再回頭,如果還能看到對方,我們就忘掉以前所有的不快樂,重新開始。如果看不到彼此,就一直走下去,永遠不要回頭。當我走出第一步時,有一種叫悲哀的東西漫過心底。我們的愛情路只剩下九十九步,我們怎麼走到了今天這一步? 曾幾何時,我們一起在雨中漫步,衣服濕了也不覺得冷。曾幾何時,我們在雪天裏呼著熱氣吃冰淇淋,當人們投來驚異的目光中,我們竟哈哈大笑。
我已走過二十步,你呢? 我好想回頭看看你,看看你是不是一樣和我步履維艱。你還記得嗎? 你教我學電腦的時候說過,編程時會遇上一種情況叫死迴圈,進去了就出不來,你說你對我的愛就是死迴圈,當時我很感動。我走完五十步時,有個賣烤番薯的老先生,問我要不要買烤番薯,我搖了搖頭,他就推著車子走了。為何他不再多和我講幾句話? 那樣我便可以停留一會兒,不要再走下去。 我走了八十步,在我身後的你是否也在想我們前段不愉快的日子? 我們為一點點小事天天爭吵,不知為什麼,我總是對著你哭,你便心亂如麻,煩躁不安。然後,我們都無端地說出一些互相傷害的話。終於有一天你對我說:“我們不能再這樣下去了,不然都會被折磨死,分開吧!”
九十九步了。 我艱難地抬起沉重的腳,遲遲不願放下,我怕放下腳時,回頭再也看不見你;我怕放下腳時,回頭將永遠失去你;我怕放下腳時,我從此再沒有幸福可言;我……腳終於落下了,淚也順頰而下,我不想回頭,也不願回頭,我控制不住自己,蹲下身痛哭起來。突然,一雙寬大的手抱住了我的雙肩,我回過頭看到了你,看到了你滿了深深自責和濃濃愛意的雙眼。 我撲進你的懷裏,哭著說:“我不要再往下走了。
你把我緊緊抱住,輕輕撫摸著我的長髮說,永遠不會再讓你一個人走。其實,我一走在你的身後,一直在等你回頭。
 
It hurts to love someone.  A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back, don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts. Never say goodbye when you still want to try, never give up when you still feel you can take it, never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go. Love comes to those who still hope, even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe, even though they've been betrayed; need to love those who still love, even though they've been hurt before. It takes a minute to have a crush someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling, live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying......   
August 03

Thank you

I would like to thanks all my dear friends for remembering my birthday, thanks for their ecard, sms message and phone call which filled with their blessings! That's so touching! Embarrassed
July 12

balance of the universe

everything within this universe has two sides, just like the two sides of a coin.  we have light and we'll have darkness; we have good things and we'll have bad things; we have happiness and sure we'll have sadness; there's love and there's hatred! how much joy you gain from one person, you can have equal amount of sorrow from the same person.  it seems that the most secure thing to find out the balance point. but, where's the equilibrium? even if you found out that, the question is: will you be perfectly happy to stay at that point forever?
 
 
 
 
July 01

body check part 2

finally, i have gone through all those horrible tests!!! yeah!! and now, waiting for the report lor!!
 
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